Friday, 31 December 2010

Goodbye 2010

Low point:
Thought I'd lost an amazing friend forever.

High Point:
Something that I wanted to happen for ages actually happened.

So, sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind but I always find myself back here on sterdy middle-ground :) somewhere between the uber highs and crap lows :P

This has been a really good year, and of course i'm nervous about 2011 but it's going to come, no matter what I do so I might as well sit back and take it, i guess.

I've always liked the idea of getting out what you put in, so if I really apply myself and embrace this coming year I reckon it'll go well. I really hope it does for all of you as well.

Goodbye 2010

Have the most fantastic new year. Really.

Peace and love
p.s i love you so much

Thursday, 30 December 2010

All we want to do is eat your brains

With a title like that, i hope i get time to write tomorrow...i wouldn't like that to be the last title i write this year xD


today was so brilliant, thank you jamie :) i had an amazing day with you and emily is so lovely!!xxxx

ahaha, GIANT MONKEY and that massage chair...i was so embarrassed xD dang.
aw man, i told you way too much on the train, i mean, you knew i was weird but i had hoped you didn't think i was a complete nutter....ah wells. who doesn't do that when they see a car? that's a fairly ordinary thing, isn't it? maybe? no?

and my parents didn't kill me!! YAY. that's always a bonus methinks.

ooh, and waiting for me on the sofa was a new toy monkey!! mom named him spike cuz he has tufty hair, he's a right cutie, he has red fuzz :P

I hope this link works...if it does then Spike looks like the medium sized red one on the left :)

In that pic, you see the big red one at the back?? that means, they're made in three, i have lots of tiny ones, two medium ones, i REALLY want a big one of the minky-type monkeys that i collect.

i don't know why i'm obsessed with monkeys....omgosh, that one in selfridges!!! jamie, wasn't the giant monkey EPIC?!?! :P I made him cuddle the lion :) <----i'm so smug about that.

That's all folks

Peace and love
p.s It was deodourant not a knife!!! omgosh!! *cringe*

Wednesday, 29 December 2010

2010 in Lyrics

I'm afraid to love you
You would not believe your eyes
What the hell is heaven?
I'm so fly I feel like I'm sky-diving
Nothing's gonna bring me down
How ever do you need me?
I melt slowly to the ground
It's like you hit me with lightning
I can't see me loving nobody but you for all my life
All I had was a dream
The world don't love you anymore
Please just run away with me
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
I'm a little bit lost without you
I just can't get no relief
All these things I hate
I pray that something picks me up
In memory of what we used to call in love
The bright ideas always get lost along the way
I'm on fire
One day we'll get the best of them
I try to hold myself together
My judgement's getting kinda hazy
Love until we bleed
Dance, fucker, dance
You're what I wanted for so long
I'm so heavy in your arms
Break my fall
The world needs one of me
I like the way it hurts
You and I go shopping and fall asleep inside a mattress store
I'm not your babe
There's always something to cry about
I am ready to owe you anything
No one's going to love you more than I do
Every time I close my eyes
It's all we got
If you love me, let me go
There's not a single thing I'd change
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
You're the best thing that's ever been mine
The weight of the world is a burden I can't bear
Are you ready?
You never say, 'hey' or remember my name
I've acquired a taste for silence
Avoid the obvious
Like a waterfall in slow motion
I talk to God as much as I talk to Satan
The pinnacle of being alive
I'll pray for change
I can feel the static
I feel like a shadow.

Well, there you go, that's 2010 in lyrics :)
Not all of the songs are from 2010 but that's not the point :P

I know there's still a couple of days to go and I'll probably write again before then but Happy New Year everyone :) Let's hope it's a good one!

Peace and love

Tuesday, 28 December 2010

Every Part of me aches.

I'm not even kidding.
I just had a hot water bottle on my back to try and stop it hurting and my left knee's playing up again, gosh, it makes me feel so old!!!

I got time and a half today and yesterday that's 6.25x7=43.75x2=87.50
in two days :) not bad.
then i'm doing normal pay tomorrow but only from 10-5 *YAY, an hour earlier than usual, i can't wait to sleeeep...actually, might do a spot of shopping for the*
so that's 4.25x6=25.50 **
i think.
plus a couple pounds in tips :)
omgosh, i think i'll have enough to get my camera. i reeeeeeeeaaaaaally want a camera...and i can get a cute case and a tripod for it....:)
...also want an exercise bike but that can wait.

then, i do also want trackies...and i need new work trousers....these ones are way too baggy.
i swear they used to fit and i haven't shrunk. i don't actually understanf weightloss...i mean, i weight less than i did but i look the same...except *shock horror* i think i'm a little, tiny, itty-bitty-bit taller!!!
i think i'm now 5ft 5" rather than 5ft 4 &1/4
...i'm serious about that quarter btw.

ooooh, got a nice surprise in work today :) thank you xxxx

...although kevin was a bit know....:/
hmmm, as far as bosses go he could be worse but...that was a really silly rule, i reckon.
i need the loo.
i needed it 26 minutes ago and then i forgot...i stilll need the loo.
also need to wash my hair.
i swear these blog entries ar just me complaining or talking about what i need to do.


no more mondays this year!!! so, i'll be posting up my 2010 in lyrics soon. if anyone knows al the songs then i'll get them a gold star.
i've written different lines from the same songs a couple of times and i might have repeated some lines by mistake.

i'm really liking this song atm Undertow by Warpaint

it's played on radio one at night a lot :P

this one too Shadows by Warpaint

they're sorta trancey *some say droney*

i dunno if anyone reading this will like those songs and they're not liike anything else that i really like actually but i think they're sorta cool.

gotta get going.

up at 8.30 again tomorrow 10-5 working....might have a flapjack tomorrow...
oh, martin's getting blood taken at the hospital tomorrow so spare a thought....cuz, it's really not fun :'/

Peace and love

Sunday, 26 December 2010

MERRY...boxing day?

Well, not sure it has quite the same holiday ring but i sure as hell couldn't be bothered to write yesterday. *didn't even write my diary...shock horror xD*

'dear neighbours,
please keep the f**king noise down you inconsiderate bunch of stupid c**ts'

thank you jamie :P xxx

hmm, well, the end is nigh and all that lark and every year *every DAMN year* i get a lil upset...can't really explain why...maybe it's a common thing but whilst everyone else seems to be enjoying ringing in the new year i just think about everything i haven't managed to do this year and all the stress that's coming next year and that next year i'm going to be 17 *DANG* and eventually i'm gonna have to do some growing up, especially since i don't even know what A-levels i wan to do. and january and february last for ages, and they're so very cold and at least in november/december there's christmas to look forward to but jan/feb, what is there?? EXAMS. that's what. this holiday i need to revise for triple and core and learn lines for drama and do latin and physics homework and i just don't have time to breathe.

well, indeed.

but, it's fine. I cope every year, why should this one be any different? leavers hoodie's coming after christmas, isn't it? i'm very muhc looking forward to getting that hoodie...i shall wear it often.

when i go to wales i'm going to draw faces on the pebbles. :)

if i'm away on your birthday again, tommy, i will be very pissed off at my folks for their awful planning but we'll have a four hour convo to make up for it in some small way.

ah, i love to think of going home. the air is so fresh :) i don't care what joke people may make for me being welsh *which btw, is RACIST xD* I love going home. it rains, and it's cold...the wind is viscious feels right...home's more a feeling than a location...

bought a new dress today!! how i love the sales :) it's from new look and will be wonderful for summertime...i'm hoping to go to guilfest next year, though i don't know who's playing, i want to dance and sing and get lost in the atmosphere. hope it's sunny...i'll get wellies just in case though

I do not want to drink.

dear lord, no i do not.

is it naive of me to say that i've already learnt my lesson, at this tender age? xD ah wells...let me be naive whilst it's still socially acceptable.

oh, btw, i'm not pescatarian any more. sorry about that. i would explain...but i really can't be bothered.

oooh, and congratz to Louise and Harvey! what a stunning pair they make :P

Peace and love

Thursday, 23 December 2010

I don't care if Robert throws up...

....I like this song.

I think it's decent that someone actually bothered to make a Christmas song for Christmas. on this subject, how on earth is Matt Cardle Christmas number one?!?!? I don't know anyone who likes his cover of Many of Horror and btw, does it annoy anyone else that his cover's called When We Collide??!

I'm an angry teen.

Went to Tommy's today :) got beeped at on the way, and they waved but i couldn't make it who it was....and i didn't recognise the car was pretty small...and black....don't know the make or model...sorry :/
we watched Dorian Gray *have you seeeeeen it?!?* :O i really enjoyed it and thought that Ben Barnes and Colin Firth were fantastic...even though i HATED their characters....but it was horrible! great film, recommend! but it's a bit weird...just a warning...although i laughed at a supposedly scary part of it xD
Then we watched Zoolander...great film :)

'There's gotta be more to life than being really, really, really ridiculously good-looking...'

then i got a lift home and asked if i could go to the theatre *get me* and my folks were cool for ONCE and let me go :D we watched aladdin :P his lil bro, james was in it and was MARVELOUS! can't believe they managed that in four days! it was brilliant!

and i got a hot chocolate :P
then tommy walked me back home cuz i can't walk two minutes in the dark on my own....:P
some drunken eejit rawred at me, lil frightening since it was too dark to see his face :O

well, i'm off to see the Two Ronnies christmas special :D

Peace and love

p.s, you wouldn't believe that after writing that so many times, i almost wrote love and peace instead. what a fool.

Wednesday, 22 December 2010


Ok, so internet sensation Fred has his own movie. Internet sensation Fred has millions of views.
how come i haven't seen him before?!?!

so i youtubed him.


HE has his own movie.


i think that's one internet sensation i can live without.

watched The Santa Clause on VHS this afternoon-yeah bitches. :)

VHS FTW....i stil stand bye FTW meaning For The Wolf. Booya Tommy, i went there.

My WHAT-subject line- is also of my distaste for robert's post....honestly, why?!?! what you did is worse than the Grinch. He took presents. You took innocence. how very dare you???

last ever ugly betty tonight! i don't care for it as much as i did esp. since betty now conform's to the boring idea of 'pretty'...wouldn't surprise me if they wrote to make her wear contact lenses...she's had her braces off....:( but then, i'm weird, i LOVE braces, i think they look frciking awesome!!!

you know in Catch me if you can *tom hanks and leo dicaprio??-awesome film, if you haven't seen it, you should have done!* the girl that frank almost marries? she looked SO hot with her braces!!! am i right???

...ok, fine, some people will never get it...ah wells...

i'm off for dinner...
btw, TIGF's last night ROCKED and my tongue was working so i could taste everything :) the other night i couldn' taste the difference between carrots and brocolli *which i still can't spell and can't be bothered to spellcheck but can be bothered to write an explanation about...get me :P*

throat really hurts when i swallow and i look half dead but hey ho and on with the show.

Peace and love

Monday, 20 December 2010

Just where do you start when you've abandoned all dignity?


It was an interesting night...full of fun times and massive regrets.

We drank white russians...well, we made our own version of it and added golden syrup ---->so good!

but yeah, we drank white can probably guess the rest....

So, in a haze of phone calls, bad music, laughing over nothing and deliberate memory blanks (!) I think i got to sleep about 5.30....maybe.... :s and then i kept on waking up every half hour or so....'twas really bad....
felt like crap when i got up but to be perfectly honest, i think that's more my cold's fault than anything else...

walked from summer's to town :D awesome! lovely scenery...although there was a very real chance of us ending up in the river :P

and then onto meeting LOUISE the BIRTHDAY GIRRRRRL :P *YAY*
so, today, this morning, yesterday, last night......were really good :D

All I've had to eat today is half a slice of toast and fries from know things are bad when you're buying crap from mcdonalds....

anyways, dinner now....gotta try and forget about the horrors of last night.

Peace and love

Sunday, 19 December 2010


...lil early i know but I was feeling festive last night...

I was aware of the last two shots but my dad decided to take Santa Egg out this morning and take some pics of him...i found them just now when uploading :P 3rd one down, he's in an iglu :D

btw, my hair's messy because it's still drying in that

Great night planned tonight...i'm gonna miss the apprentice final though...and a muppets film that's on this afternoon....i love the muppets :P but anyways, this is gonna be AWESOME!!! can't remember the last time i slept over with caz and elin....summer wasn't that long ago i don't think...anyhooo....i need to pack up and get everything sorted so i shan't stay too long...

hmm, turns out 'nth' is in the dictionary...who'd have thunk it, eh?

Peace and love

Saturday, 18 December 2010




christmas this time next week and h to G i honestly can't's one time in the year when no one can tut at my giddy childlike glee :P My house looks like a tacky santa's grotto! there's tinsel over EVERYTHING :P and it looks gorrrrrrgeous....:)
there's a service prvided where people will set up your tree and do all the decorating...why would you want anyone else to do it, that's so sad, isn't it??
hmmm...guess people have their needs...

i'm having a day off work...they called my mobile when i was almost there and told me it'd be pretty dead so don't bother coming in....wouldn't have gone a miss if they'd have called earlier...just saying...i still had to get up early, dressed, do my hair for work and get covered in snow before they told me. i have a right to feel pissed off....BUT I'M NOT because i'm listening to Stop The Cavalry by Jona Lewie :D
plus, i'm ill so it's nice to have a rest :)

chatted to tommy in the phone earlier :P you egg my house and i swear to god i'll break you...0:)

wild horse couldn't drag me away

goodness, i've done 50 weeks of 2010...just another two to go....this has been a great year. 10 really is my lucky number :)

good film 4.30 pm channel four TODAY... trust rocks...just, TRUST me :)

i'm happier now than i have been for ages.

Peace and love

Thursday, 16 December 2010

Mocks are DONE

TGeebles, ja?? Goodness...had two Latin papers, each an hour long today...didn't find them too taxing but some of the vocab was impossible :/ much guesswork! anyways, everyone finished well within the time limit so Matt ammused himself by kicking my chair and laughing at me when i got a shiver and i took to drawing on the back of my paper...i drew a pig, a duck, a dancing flower and my water bottle....i think...

listening to a cover of bye bye bye by Nsync...too cool, right??

omgosh, mrs. bednarczyk's idea of a nice last history lesson!!! i explained it to eloise and her response was thus:
"if i freeze, promise you won't eat me"

the video don't show anything but the description was pretty explicit and actually rather disturbing...

gosh, 'tis snowing and it's sooo pretty but I don't want to miss school tomorrow...I love shouting the 12 days of's one of my all time favourite memories from school, it's a great tradition.

now i'm listening to wonderful world by johnny nash :P
oooh, does anyone know adele's new song?? Rolling in the deep. I love it SO much, she has such a soulful voice and to be able to write so well, so young is incredible!! i has much love for adele.
oooh and i'm feeling better than i was this morning :P 'twas such an effort to get out of bed! i felt sick, my head was pounding and everything ached and i couldn't eat breakfast...but anyways, feeling wuite a bit better now...

bye di bye one and all...see you another time

Peace and love

Wednesday, 15 December 2010



Peace and love

Tuesday, 14 December 2010



Well, tonight was an eventful and HILARIOUS evening...with marvelous outcomes all round, i'd say :D Summer, Louise, Caroline, my darlings, I love you all...:P

Louise shoved a digestive biscuit in my mouth...i didn't even want it...i knew it was coming, so i just took it :P aw, SO HAPPY babes :))) <----- that's supposed to be a very smiley smilie but he just looks like he has many chins...chubby smilie.

I got mocked today...but excuse me for being SANE (debatably) Kilt and bag pipes IS a good look...

Robert is a sore loser. The History boys & Alfie & Kate ROCK FOREVER :D *we won a lil quiz in english...*
btw, did you know that on average, a little smarties tube contains 48 smarties?? :)

was going to write more but now can't...i'm...yeah

Peace and love

Monday, 13 December 2010


i'm not sure what to say...i've a lot on my plate and i'm completely full already...

that's a cute song.

just printed the mark scheme for's to hoping i do better in drama on wednesday than i did in triple today. aw dang.


Peace and love

Sunday, 12 December 2010



Shopping is complete after HOURS!! I went at about 1/2 11 and got back at 20 to 4 and then once i was finished wrapping it was 5.15 so there hardly seems any point in having lunch now... :/ mum's dishing up dinner in about 5 minutes no worries... i got a toffee in town :P saw tom parsons with a couple of guys i didn't recognise.


one of my fave christmas songs :) i heard it on the radio this morning :)

didn't get to sleep until about 4am so i didn't end up getting up until 10.30 :/

i'm going to watch elf soon...i've seen it about 6 times before but it's less that two weeks til christmas....

which also means that my year in lyrics shall be posted soon :) you can see my motion city soundtrack phase and my obsession with various songs....

Peace and love
p.s sorry...not 20 to 4...twenty to 5...

Saturday, 11 December 2010

Christmas rush tomorrow...

So, tomorrow, with less than two weeks to spare, i'm FINALLY going to get my shopping hell, the shop's will be PACKED...I HATE it when there are loads of when everyone's in the locker room at school...
gosh, party last night was awesome :D hung out with Summer, Elin and Matt and also met some awesome new people :P
Matt's gonna upload pics :D hahaha

work was...fine.

oh god. shopping. i HATE shopping when i actually need to buy things....wandering aimlessly is fine and dandy but honestly, EURGH.

i burnt my tongue today...feels funny...

worth it though...that hot chocolate was feck awesome.

...something else?

face mask...maybe????
i was going to do that when i got home and then i forgot :/
should got to bed soon...
need to brush my teeth...i haven't eaten since about 7 so now my mouth tastes're welcome

might do our tree tomorrow...might not...i'm a be busy...ange is seeing deborah...hmmm
listening to jimmy eat world ...'tis alright...

watched 1/2 of This is JLS earlier tonight...:P don't judge me.

my hair's still wet. i does smell nice though....used a really god conditioner so i shouldn't look like Stig of the dump's to hoping anyways.
shops don't open til 11 so i'll revise before i go out and then after too.
oh god...i gonan have to straighten my fringe tomorrow...i hATE using my straighteners

Peace and love

Friday, 10 December 2010

Again, Harvey told me to look at this...

actually a really cool video :P

Whip My Hair by Willow Smith

aw, she's only ten!! how sweet :D and she's a right cutie, isn't she?? check out the grin at the end!! awwww!! :P

gosh, will smith has talented kids!!

appaz, this sunday, the number one is between her and BEP and have you heard the black eyed peas new song?!?!? it's dire! DIRE. if this isn't number one and BEP is i'm a be so bugged-like. :D

doesn't matter if it's long or short, do it, do it, whip your hair....

mmmm, drama was good today :D had a right laugh.

gonna go bathe momentarily...or so... mebbee not.

Peace and love

work tomorrow. :/

BUT tonight is the christmas party in DA club xD
oooh yeaaaaaah :D needa a drag on my glad-rags and donn the heals, paint my face 'n' spritz the smellies. oh yes. parties are goooooood. it's only a lil affair, but i suppose that suits me best...i can never seemyself being a part of the whole club vibe.

Thursday, 9 December 2010


Martin's been excluded from school :( it's only for tomorrow but god, this sucks!!

i need the loo.

i'm now a goalsetter ** and i'm drinking more water as one of the far today i've had about 1.7 litres and i still feel thirsty...but i REALLY need a're welcome.
Math was dire yesterday...think i really need to revise for the real thing. gosh, i wish i got it. some people just see things so easily but when i look at math papers it's like a foreign language. isosceles triange in a circle means NOTHING to me. and i can't rearrange formulae which is apparently so easy.


my one redeeming feature is that i'm decent at english. hell, do you know what? if i can acknowledge my failings, i'm going to be proud of my accomplishments. I like english and i enjoy writing and as much as i don't find it easy it's a darn sight easier than math and science for me.

dang...still need the loo.

gosh, reading my script with mom is a right laugh xD she read geoffrey as a muppet...'twas hilarious...
i love my mammy.

...REAALLLLY need the looo....i'm sorry i gotta go....

*about a minute or so later...*
i'm baa-ack :) i only went about half an hour ago as well...gosh, drinking more water, is it worth it?

god, martin really needs to learn to control his temper...he's my brother and i love him but he's not making things easy for himself, is he??? jayze.

Peace and love

Monday, 6 December 2010

I am NOT Tupac!!!!

I wear a head scarf for one day and get so much abuse xD
...'twas quite funny though.

omgosh, me and eloise did 9000m between us in PE on the rowing machines!! each did 500 and then switched every thousand until it was done *AIR FIVE* next time we'll do 10. oh yes. oh yes we will.

honestly though, WHY must they play such crap music?!?!? NOW 77...just mainstream drivel...given, some of the songs are pretty catchey *like the plague* but i reckon there was one on the whole album that i really liked.

omgosh...yelled out 'POO' in front of miss evans...and sang "just gonna stand there and hear me roar, well that's alright because i am a dinosaur" in front of her too. goodness. she's gona think i'm odd.

my arms felt like jelly after PE!! legs were fine....arms were jelly.'s the thing!! awesome thing! tremendous, marvelous THING:
I have lost weight....without even trying!! I have been eating what i want, when i want and not counting calories and i'm happier and healthier than i have been in a while. I think i've actually lost more weight through stopping caring than i did over my two weeks of torture a while ago...i still haven't been able to face a bowl of shreddies without tears welling in my eyes...well, not really but i've been avoiding them like the plague.

Two plague references in one post *go me*

ooh, listening to

(If You're Wondering If I Want You To) I Want You To

by Weezer on the tube...i's a liking it.

exams begin tomorrow. oh joy.

...Credo Elvem Etiam Vivere...


ooh eloise is lending me only revolutions :) thing is...awful, CRAP thing is that my disk drive won't open. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

gonna go grab some dinner

Peace and love

Sunday, 5 December 2010

The Germans have a word for it... Britts never came up with one...
and now I can't remember it...weltschmerz?


I need to sleep for a long time.

I got up at 10.05 today and then i didn't get dressed until 11.10

I hate it when i'm not a morning person...there are days when i can jump out of bed and run around and do things and then there are sloth days...when i eat and sit...and sleep...FUN.

hmmm, i've movie-watched and town-trekked today. monday tomorrow.
double pe.


so BORED. the sky is grey and it's cold and pulling back my curtains is the same every day and argh i need a holiday.

two weeks til christmas hols....near enough. TG i need a break...
I need mom's christmas pudding and cake...i need crackers and tinsel and smelly candles...I need tacky snow globes and a creepy fake santa...

actually, i really need to finish writing my christmas cards...dang.

mmmmm cheese toasties are GOOD.

what on earth was the point of this post, exactly? it's nought but a mish-mash of my mind's decay *just though that sounded cool....although a bit gross...*

i really don't want to dye my hair pink.
that mean nothing to anyone, does it?
my hair's wet...

need to put up the tree...andrew's day off's on friday...might do it then...

need to pack my bag. *sigh* hate packing my bag.

urgh, hate how i sound right now.

ooooooh!!! my zebra pen!! i'm a bring it to schoool tomorrow :)
maybe with my ridiculously tiny notebook too :) it's got perforated pages...useful for if i need to write something down for someone.

should probably go soon...

might have shortbread for breakfast....

i've made a couple positive steps and i feel more mature for it. gosh, in 20 years i'm gonna be middle-aged!! ARGH xD that's an odd thought.

Goodnight world, i'm off to slumber.

Peace and love

Saturday, 4 December 2010

I thought today would never end...

Not in a bad way, necessarily, but I started work at 10 and got off at 6 and it's freezing outside and even walking is hard when the ground's covered in slush *uhuh, no more lovely fresh, cushety snow...greyish brownish sludgey slush...tastey*
I had the milano wrap...pesto, mushrooms and mozzerella and cheddar and then potato wedges with the bbq dip *mmmmmmm* with apple juice, hot chocolate and water.

gotta go
Peace and love

Wednesday, 1 December 2010

An Ode to Jack Charles Nicole

Oh Jack, you two-faced swine.
You man of many colours, how you perplex and intrigue me.
A young one with such composure, aggravating or amazing?
Untroubled words tumble through untroubled lips,
you grip a mic, guitar, trombone and effortlessly,
effortlessly, you appease an awe-struck audience,
sitting back, ready to judge. Judge.
A snapshot of the performer Jack Nicole.
Arrogant? Self-obsessed? Glory-hog?
Really? Who doesn't at least try to appear confident on a stage in front of a couple hundred people who are just waiting for the moment that you slip. Forget your success, you'll be known for one grave mistake.
Alas, I digress.
For just a second, ignore the all-singing, all-dancing presence that is Jack Nicole.
How many people have met Jack?
Jack. No surname. No reputation, expectation.
He's not perfect. Remember, Jack's just another person.
He does and says silly, immature things. He is flawed.
Like all of us.
He is human.
Like all of us.
It's this vulnerability that says,'hey, come backstage...behind the glamour'
Meet the Jack who argues with his little brother, who doesn't do as well as he'd sometimes like on tests.
The Jack who's funny and kind and thoughtful.
...this Jack asks you what's wrong when you're sad...
To which you may reply, 'nothing'.
and life carries on.

I doubt i'll know another talent such as Jack Nicole, but I think I'd rather know Jack,
Woolly hair, sweat-vests, table-tapping 'n' all.

That was so much easier to do out of the English class... :P We were working on descriptive work and as a joke i thought i'd do Jack...this actually turned into something semi-serious *as in, all of the above*
anyhooble, he knows i'm writing this but who knows whether he'll actually read it?? for now, i'm safe...when he reads it, he might think i'm just a tad stranger than he already does. ah wells, 'twas worth it me reckons.

i'll email popshot another day...this could take a while.

see you on the otherside.

Peace and love

Tuesday, 30 November 2010


Well, i'm in a FANTASTIC mood :)
Frozen hands and frozen feet...and a frozen nose when i got home today but we broke up at 2.30 :P *yayyayayayayayayay*
There is snow, and is it not the prettiest sight?? rooftops sprinkled with icing sugar :P love it so much.
I'm hoping school will be on tomorrow...if it is, i'm wearing DM's :) how cool, ja??
me 'n' ange and martin are gonna make mini iglus tonight and put candles in them...they look amazing!! all glowing and gorgeous when they're done!
mmmm, wouldn't be fabulouse for just one night to sleep under the stars in the snow? vair cold but wouldn't it just be marvellous?

I need to eat now.
oooh, i forgot, i bought a cake in the cake sale and saved it for when i get home...*score*

nice spare :P one's gonna get that...i don't think.

Peace and love

Monday, 29 November 2010

My friendship with Eloise

What a peculiar thing.
It seems to be a series of her various ways of assaulting me held together by me complaining about them and us laughing til we can't speak or do anything else...
Let's start from the beginning of today par exemple:
She made me row 4000m in PE....
She spent the first of two english lessons writing this joke:
Why do snails always come in groups of the power of 23? *i don't know how to write that properly*

Because they are mole-uscs!

What a nerdy joke...pretty good but very nerdy nonetheless.

At lunch I was sat next to her on a table doing an awful impression of her saying, 'i'm gonna change the world with my comedy and be a mind blowing comedienne....'etc.
To which she responded by shoving me OFF the desk...I didn't topple, i actually SLID off the desk because she pushed me so hard ...hurting my bottom in the process.

From time to time she also tries to push me down flights of stairs...
She's put me in a headlock *without prior warning or in fact any suggestion what so ever that this was her intention*
She KNEED me in the CROTCH *fo trying to give her a hug!!!!!* and then to add insult to injury she asked me, 'did it hurt?'

She is infuriating, incapable of friendly gestures of affection and very stubborn *she once tried to convince me that insuperior is actually a word ¬_¬*
but she's hilarious and kind and clever and d'you know what?? I wouldn't have her any other way :P

sucks that she's going elsewhere for 6th form :/

In other, non-Eloise-related news:

Steve loved his b'day present from me and Summer :D
I t was actually his b'day yesterday but we didn't see him cuz it was a sunday...we were gonna do it on friday but then Summer was in Aachen.

It was a very thoughtful present :D full of good judgment and taste....

a poster of five naked ladies :)

Harvey's present arrived this morning!!! I ordered it online and was vair worried it wouldn't arrive in time for wednesday...but it has!! *yay*

This is probably the best post i've done in a while...certainly the longest anyway...

Peace and love

Sunday, 28 November 2010

Harvey is the king of cool :P


so last night was just a little bit
had an awesome night of jumping and screeching and laughing my head off xD SO great to chillax after work!!

offf out to wander 'round is the norm...then to my youth group :) hope elin's in this week, haven't seen her in EONS...y'know, YONKS!! donkeys' years...all that jazz.


raise your glass if you are wrong in all the right ways :P


*it's on the radio right now!!! *

wap wah oooooooh

who else loved rob's last post?? he was just him :)



where is the moment you need it the most?


Peace and love
p.s LOVE my new hat...'tis blue.

Friday, 26 November 2010

Crazy and Neurotic

Hey y'all!
That's apparently a compliment so i'll take that :D

Drama was majorly awesome today...see, when i chose drama, this is what i was expecting...script work...i LOVE scripted's the other stuff i'm not mad about..

I think that nice lady's name was Miss Lebowitz...although i really do stress that i'm not sure, i as trying to read her tag thingy in so that it didn't look as thoughi was staring at her chest.

Going to watch The Simpsons...

Peace and love

Thursday, 25 November 2010

Why so much junk mail all of a sudden?

I don't belong to HSBC
I don't any Viagra
I'm not interested in having a Thai bride
And I didn't enter any lotteries!!


my hands are chilly :/ hard to type when you can't move your fingers...just saying...

I really don't have much to say!

I'm majorly looking forward to harvey's this saturday though...gonna be fabby...abby fabby...

my toes are cold too...

I actually contributed to my latin lesson this afternoon...usually i'm pretty passive...i'll listen attentively but i hate talking...even though there's only six of's so QUIET!!! what's really disconcerting is when i can hear jenny's watch ticking...even though i can't hear mine. hmmm. hands are actually painfully cold.
ooh. big bang theory's on tonight :P
hopefully i won't get muhc h/w tomorrow! then i can focus on revision and PARTYING...and shopping :P
i actually do need some more tights and then other stuff i have to buy are presents...

ohhh, i should get time for my youth group as well :D


Peace and love
p.s hands are still cold.

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

Monday, 22 November 2010


A number is just a number.

I was born 16.16 years ago. Is that just a number?

What about my experiences? My days of laughing? Hours of crying? What about the things I've seen, heard, tasted, felt? Surely a number isn't just a number. Surely.

I'm not just a statistic am i?

Jamie! It was a full moon when you were born!! that's cool.

To mark my 400th favourite song of right now...

It's a cover of a song by Feist but it's very different...vair chilled :P james actually recorded it in his he did with the whole album actually xD

So, let's think...I've owned this blog for almost four years but i've only really been using it for 2 years. That's mainly because i forgot how to log in...
I think i accidentally made myself a different blog whilst i was trying to log on's still out there in cyberspace somewhere...can't remember what it was called though :P it was made years and years ago though so i doubt there's anything worth noting on there really anyway.

I guess that over 400 followers here probably have a better grasp than most people of who i am...but then...I wrote these posts and i'm still not sure i get me so maybe not...I've shared some pretty dark stuff...but you've also seen some of my happiest moments...that's pretty special, right there, ain't it? Where do you think i'll be in my next 400 posts?? by then i should be done with gcse's and well into a-levels...i wonder if my hair will be brown again by then...

BTW...Bronde *midway between brunnette and blonde is apparently the in colour for hair right yeah...xD

ooh and also...i brused my teeth left handed last night...and got toothpaste all over my face...i was in rush this morning so i just used my right hand :P
you're welcome.

aw, jenny's a right sweetie...:D she told me that i'm too harsh on myself and that i'm a really good was a bit random but she actually meant it...almost made me cry xD

i hugged everyone on my table before english :D


Peace and love

Wednesday, 17 November 2010


Best magazine ever.

First proper magazine * that wasn't free or out of a newspaper* that i've read in about two and a half years!!

also really expensive :/ £6...but that's cuz it doesn't have any adverts all the way through...and the adverts are the things which really piss me off...

anyways, it's poems by mostly unknown poets alongside visual representations of the poems by mostly uknown illustrators as well as interviews with more famous poets and illustrators... all in all, different from most things I read and very's fairly new, it's out seasonally and this edition was only the fourth or's A/W and it's the 'This is Modern Living' issue :P

what's more interesting is that you can submit your own work...might have a go at that....but they're not taking anything new until Harvey's birthday...that's just a coincidence btw...they're not waiting for Harvey to turn 16...although...
No...they're not...:P

no out of pure laziness i'm going to write out the shortest poem of the whole's by Darrel Mager

This is what happens in between emails:

I worry that you've been hit
by the fuselage from a
falling plane

and that I will never see
or hear from you


i gotta admit, i have these irrational panic moments all the time...

like when i was walking to the cathedral last saturday in the rainy dark on my was only 6.40 or something but i was a bit scared. well, i say a 'bit'...i was considering how i could turn to use my brolly in one swift movement as a ninja device to knock out an attacker...
that's not really the same as the poem though, is it?? the poem's saying that people have become so dependent upon and impatient with their technology that being parted from anything other than an instantaneous response is unbearable.

well...i reckon that's all from me for to have some dinner :)

then h/w. oh joy. oh rapture.

Peace and love
p.s any typos? i don't want to know...

Tuesday, 16 November 2010


Just finished reading The Haunted House O.o

that mildly confused the hell out of me...

just call me gary btw... :P

aposttrophe is a stupid name for a sandwich bar. it just is. and it makes me angry,.

theatre tonight :P must dress myself...

i made a mistake's really bad and i don't know what to hair...

off...must go...elsewhere....and such...

blinded by the fog.

Peace and love

Saturday, 13 November 2010

We found...

A wind up dinosaur in the bush...:D


I got to flatten cardboard today. *yay*.
is it really sad to get excited about a £1.20 tip? xD

i did not want to get up today.

beans on toast + strawberry ribena *strawberry ribena is, ftr, an AMAZING drink*
prawn and avocado salad +water.
and then a cookie....

you look like a muffin

and sandwiches

and table....


this was a rubbish post, sorry about that :P

Peace and love

i knwo i don't eat very healthily at work but i am on my feet, lifting and carrying and bending and wiping...and stuff...all i reckon i deserve it. and if not? ah wells...

Friday, 12 November 2010

The only thing i learnt at school today...

...I am not a very good ninja...darn it.

need to wash my hair and change ready for awards evening...I looking forward to it but i'm so vair tired...would like much slepp. <---believe it or not slepp was a purposeful typo because i like the way it sounds...slepp...:P

ooh, the drama rewritten essay i thought i'd done real bad on...i didn't :D i improved rather a lot and am rather pleased!!

i'm cold and i got rained on walking home :/ i really must wash my hair ready for must shine beneath the cathedral lights and dazzle...people...and such...

I talk a LOT of utter crap.

my hands are cold.

i'm wearing trackies and a vest top...over the would be silly...hoodie over vest top....:D


Pie and lava
Peace and love
p.s tommy just sent me it:


Thursday, 11 November 2010

Bowwwwww Bowwwwwww DUDE LOOKS LIKE A LADY

Best. Song. Ever

now, prepare yourselves for some major Latin...oh yes...I mocked its shortness but then felt hypocrytical ...and i actually quite like it now that i've read it...okay, here it is:

odi et amo. quare id faciam, fortasse requiris?
nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.

okay, this is not a literal translation but we're told to translate with the english in mind and how it will work...'n' such...anyways, this is what we came up with:

I hate and I love. Perhaps you wonder why I should do that?
I do no know, but I feel it happening and it torchers me.

I like that.

It's by some bloke called Catullus and he didn't name his poems, just numbered them, like Shakespeare and his sonnets...this is number 85.

got everything i needed to for the christmas box :D hope rach brings the other half tomorrow...she will, she's vair reliable :P I got stickers, toothpaste and toothbrush and soap and flannel and bunny and book.

Ok...i did b1a today...i can't bear to ever retake it again so i better do okay this rime around. i mean, i didn't do badly last time, i just thinki can do better. Ben seems to think i'm dumb since i'm retaking though..what i think is dumb is not caring about making the effort to improve when you feel you can. so, screw ben and his cynicism which gets old very, very quickly.

ooooh, Big Bang Theory's on tonight...larrrv it :P
i'm liking the teacher's tashes for Movember, however, i think that as it's a charity thing, raising awareness for prostate cancer, i think that more male teachers should be participating (esp. since 1 in ten guys will get this...that's kinda scary...) and i also think that the female teachers should show will and support the men in school by wearing fake tashes. (i'm well aware that moustache ends in -tache but i like to write tash...since...well...i just with it)

A moment's silence for remembrance day.

Peace and love

Wednesday, 10 November 2010

I can't believe i forgot to tell you!!!

Like, two days ago...('like' because i'm not sure) over in the neutral, mountainous, chocolate-bearing country of Switzerland, they got the large hadron collider to do what they wanted it too!!! :O wee all know it failed first time around but this time they've manage to make a mini big bang..wha-wha-wha?!?!? THAT'S AWESOME!!!!! i don't know too much about science but this is fascinating. it's burning with more heat than the core of the sun. wow much?!?! if they can harness the fecking, if they've made a mini big bang does htat mean that a mini universe is in the process of being made?? or can they see whether we're wrong and there's actually a multiverse....

yeah, i dunno...i've surprisingly not heard that much about it...i think i've probably heard more about x-factor tbh...i still don't believe that katie waissel did porn ftr.

wow, from science to porn, what a diversity of topic my blog presents! *smug*

Harvey as Kitty was major looliage xD

how psyched am i for the mocks?!?!

...i feel like crying -_-' they're in 3 weeks and i feel majorly underprepared!! Far too much to learn and revise plus ordinary h/w. plus, when will teachers realise that SOME of us have a life outside of school...i'm still very much of the opinion that teachers sleep in sleeping bags on the desks at the back of the classroom...:D

I've done a couple of B1a past papers...31/36 on one...32/36 on other...:/
frustratingly, what i'm finding hardest is the female hormone mumbo-jumbo...frustrating because that's basically my biology i'm being tested on and i don't know it!! If it was about testosterone then i'd have the excuse that i don't have testes...


Apprentice it...i want stuart out but then again, he might do well in this week's challenge...who knows??

omgosh, Rob Brydon's tiny angry man in a box...

^^btw, that's a link but i fiddled about with the colours so it's hard to tell...

so, i reckon i did worse in drama this time around than last...hmmmmmmm...if i ever have to look at that particular extract of My Sister In This House again....i will cry. that's a threat.

have i directed you to any of this guy's videos before??

he's so funny....
hey if you smush the words so and funny together you get sunny :P

Peace and love
p.s hats off for my latest blog design? :P i'm thinking of changing it seasonally...

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

What do you think of the pic reel above?? :P

I told Fei-Fei that i was going sight-seeing with jamie this sunday...she misheard me...but honestly, how does 'sight-seeing' sound like 'have sex'. jayze.

Peace and love

Monday, 8 November 2010's 46 days til christmas

and i have a cold :( it know i have a cold because i keep sneezing and i never usually sneeze...:P

ha, today was katie's birthday :) she laughed so much at what i got her!! and jamie, you said i had a strange sense of humour *gasp*. i put in a lot of care into choosing them...this box had aston's face on it...he's her favourite JLS guy. 'twas so funny. her and evan read out the instructions xD and mrs. whitehead came to see what was going on...oh lordi...
i got katie camp rock perfume too...for some reason, which i doubt i'll ever understand, she has a thing about those disney things *hannah montanna, High school musical and camp rock....*



summer, please remember to bring some tops for me to try :s i went to town after school today and couldn't find any that yelled, 'elegant but coool' at me. dang. martin to carry my hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy when we went round town :P i love it!
i've only read the first page...'tis good though.

the corners are battered and the spine's all sticky-taped but it was 50p and awesome so who really cares? anyone? nope? thought not...

omgeebles, the trip is on tonight :D 'twas good last week.

steve coogan and rob brydon. legends. leg ends. looliage. i hat myself for saying'lol' and lollage so instead i say loola and looliage.

omgosh, horatio is piggy in the lord of the flies...i think rob found it xD

Peace and love

Sunday, 7 November 2010

Blog on your face

I bought a new dress today :P from H&'s a sorta dusky pink with ruffleyness...but not ruffleyness that would make me look like a pudding...nope...just ruffleyness-nuff to look cooool:) cooool with four o's nonetheless.

I had a feck-weird dream last night...:/

haven't done as much as i needed feeling that i'm gonna fail my retake...basically dreading waking up tomorrow. wow, that sounds cheerful :P
nah-bles, things ain't so bad :D i'm just a miserable so'n' so, ain't i?

why on earth am i talking like that??!?! how very peculiar.

omgosh, it's near on seven already, dang, thought i had loads of time...

need to wash my haaair and bathe before x-factor...yes, i'm gonna watch x-factor, get over it.

latin is teeny, drama can be done on tuesday...history not so big and triple...i'll try and get those done at nine. i hate doing h/w after dinner but alas, it must be done. AH WELLS. life goes on and all that mumbo jumbo.

right, i'm gonna stop rambling, this is really disjointed, even for my standards...

Hasta Luego

Peace and love
p.s mwa ha ha, bugged i yoinked your new signature, jamie?? :P nah, you can have it...i don't even know what it means...yet.

oh...apparently it means just, 'bye', i hoped it'd be something risqué 'n' vogue xD

Saturday, 6 November 2010

POST 390

it's 48 days til christmas...ebay says it's 49 but they're either counting today as well or christmas day as well...i'm not...i'm doing it there...nya.

omgosh. ten posts from 400...maybe i should do something big...maybe i'll just complain about lack of sleep...

I got to sleep at about midnight last night and woke up at 6.35 this morning....WHY?!?!? dear lord, WHYYYYYYYYY?!? :O

i had to clean the doors today...-_-' the doors.. meh...i actually sorta enjoyed it...although i did slightly cut my thumb...though i'm not quite sure i know how i managed that...tbh...

did you know that the average person types 56% of stuff with his/her left hand??!? hmmm...i didn't know that...
i'm thinking i'm probably one of the ...44% who don't.
i took up pen twiddling *i took it up...makes it sounds like a worthwhile hobby...* to increase dexterity but i'm only any good at it with my right hand...and i'm already plenty dextrous with my right. I can twiddle lefty but not very welll......Laaaaaalalalalalaaaaaaa.

ooooh, have you heard of Never Shout Never?!?! I found them on youtube and feel in love...well, i say them cuz it sounds like the name of a band, right? but i swear it's actually just one person...kinda like florence and the machine or summat...

anyways! Never Shout Never is really in, the songs are catchy and cute-lyriced...technically not amazingly musically skilled but i'm not grading them so what does it matter to me?? plus the guy's voice is sorta whiney...and he sings in a very overtly american accent...
ANYWAY...they are good....give them a listen...i likey this song:

and it's uber cute video :P 'live this life to the fullest'

have you heard, Can't Stand It by Never Shout Never?!?! actually...probs not...

'everything you do is super f**king cute,
and i can't stand it'

omgeebles...O.o AGOG. Merlin's on in 40 minutes ish...i shall wash my hair space and then do some revision in my couch space before amusing my brain space with telly box.
telly box.

larry the cat.

not looking

^^i just started that sentence and then left the page to look at something else...i can't remember what i wasn't looking at now...oh dear.

so today i pigged:
panini *neapolitan-sun dried tomatoes, basil and mozzerella*
milk chocolate chip cookie

oh yes.

i reckon that that is my day in a nutshell...a very large, cyber, nutshell.

Peace and love
p.s you know in anchorman when he reads the autocue and he's like' go f**k yourselves San Diego'?? yeah, can you imagine if one day i just ended my post like that...well...maybe that day will some the distand future...or not...i'll probably forget...actually, i really don't like not ending posts with peace and love and four x' mild ocd or summat

Friday, 5 November 2010


I reckon my life would make for decent fiction...

you know what i'm talking about.

when from time to time...(vair rarey) things just go right. TG.

*in trackies and hoodie...:D so very comfy.*
I've made a start on english but take a deep breath, this is what i have left:

^^that's reverse order...get me :P
FECK so much FECKING latin vocab...i'm gonna go the corner..into a plate of tuna pasta...

actually, i am pretty hungry so i might just go and have dinner right about now...

Peace and love

Thursday, 4 November 2010

It's okay to say that you love me...

This isn't the official's the official lyric video as the song hasn't been released yet but i actually really like the lyric videos and it's clever that they come out before the song because then everyone knows the words quite well and can sing along...that's always fun :P

I got an A on my controlled assessment...i'm pretty pleased with that but it's not the official grade so if i go down to a D I'm gonna be eating a lot of cake...

apparently it's impossible to eat and cry at the same time...

have i said that before??
i suppose it's logical what with the gutteral choking sobs and shortness of breath and'd end up choking yourself...hmmmm.

I watched The Witches on Sunday xD I had the audiobook when i was really little...three maybe? and i listened to it alllll the time! i loved it...there was one part where luke is in his tree house and a witch tries to lure him down with chocolate...and a snake...and that part always terrified me...
The film was made in '89 and i'd seen it a few times before but i'd never realised how old fashioned it seemed :P ah wells, i still enjoyed it.

new series of The Big Bang Theory tonight :D awesome!! it is vair funny. and i have a small crush on small that i haven't bothered to learn the actor's name 0:)


mmm, i did latin h/w/ library work at lunch today but i was with Tommy and Jacob so we had a laugh.

Matt bullies me in Latin. He threw my pen lid under a book shelf...bastard...and as tommy pointed out, it was only tuesday when i was calling him my new favourite person...xD


i hated myself for saying lol...ANGE MADE ME!!! so now i say loola...which almost sounds like a childish word for something naughty :P

Senior choir was good :D even though it is exhausting to sing those really high, really long notes!!
i'm finally getting some h/w done. i've done triple and i'm almost done on chemistry and then i'll do some physics revision followed by biology revision and then the plan is to do the rest of my h/w tomorrow and revise on saturday and sunday and do some practice B1a papers....
i'm so not looking forward to resitting.
bla bla bla

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey :D

Peace and love

Wednesday, 3 November 2010


To my new blog!! i couldn't do everything that i wanted to but i felt that it was looking a little tired...furthermore, in this time of grey skies and bare trees, I felt that a flash of colour would be appreciated.
House Rowing today! that was a laugh xD i went twice..get me...
Simon was yelling at Daniel and it was HI-Lar-I-OuS...'harder, harder, faster, faster....get angry...' idk...:P
he yelled annoying things at me too...grrrrrr
ah wells.

man, shouldn't have worn DM's today...with the height on them, they don't give me much ankle leverage...which is sort of useful when negotiating stairs...and there are rather a few staircases in school, you know?? hmmmm...i can only blame myself :P

H/W tonight....i can't put it off any longer :/ BUT wallace and gromit!! i completely forgot about that until you told me on the way home, tommy :P btw, thanks for the piggy back yesterday even though i looked like an eejit xD--->i needed that!

oooh-h0oo-hoo, i likey that apprentice too. ooh ja, me likey vair much..

i'm still trying to get over the fact that jamie thinks i sous, i'm fairly sure that's not the first time i've been told that. looola.


Ralph is immediately set aside from any firther characters to be introduced in the first chapter of Lord of the Flies, 'The fair haired boy...' Without knowing about the possible existence of any other characters, being described as 'the fair haired boy' gives the implication that Ralph is special in some way. Furthermore, the reference to having fair-hair could be linked to the Aryan league of Germans which were favoured by Hitler during the second world war. As this novel was written in 1954, only nine years after the end of the second world war, it is possible that Golding had the inclination to remark upon the conflict within his novel. Having formed a link between this character and the Nazi regime, it could be said that Golding wanted to highlight that although Hitler committed awful crimes and was a deeply troubled man Germany saw him as a great leader as they had just come out of a depression and were in need for someone to take charge, reflecting this, despite Ralph's flaws, any other islanders need some kind of authority to lead them.

dun Dun DUN.

awwww...tomorrow's just an ordinary disappointing.

although...i am going to find out how i've done in my history controlled assessment. aw heck. shucks a plenty, etc, etc and all that jazz.

Harvey told me that this had a great video...i gotta agree :P

it's a nice change to see katy perry keeping her clothes on...xD

Peace and love
p.s i just wanted to share this really funny video :

p.p.s don't you think he looks just a bit like simon? xD

Monday, 1 November 2010

Just because my dick's detachable...

yeah, i don't really have a lot to say :/ school's already grinding me what with revision, h/w and upcoming exams...
grinding...that reminds me...there are auditions being held for dancers for the lion's den at that club in town if anyone's interested...xD
if daniel, simon and rob did that it would make my year.
is that saying something?

sorry, i'm just in one of those moods...tired and dizzy and wondering why i bothered getting up today. meh. i'm fine.

loola...GCS's new motto,' yeah? FIGHT ME.' George Proudman, you legend...xD

i am a fish
i am a hot gay fish

we did hip-hop aerobics in pe without audio...and i getting the face...with a rowing machine...only lightly and i don't think there's a mark now but i was a bit pink for a while :s

my hair is just a fail-there are times like now when *for reals* all i wanna do is shave it off..but then i know that i'd regret it :/ my head would get really cold...

i could wear a hat i suppose...

i think i'm watching that telly programme with steve coogan and rob brydon tonight. i would marry rob brydon in a second if he asked me. :P

i want a sheep hat...

there's no music on my iPod that i want to listen too....
there's nothing nothing.
was something i could say?

Peace and love
p.s i hate the weather

Sunday, 31 October 2010

Cod Echo

Happy Halloween :D that's me trying to be scary :P oh yeah. caz had lots of fake blood all over her xD town was really good today, we did a gathering and we haven't done one in eons!! so, let's have a think and hope i haven't forgotten anyone! there was ME, summer, Hattie, LZ, Tommy, Simon, Caz, Daniel, George and Ben. This is the order that they turned up in...well...summer should go first but only cuz she came early!! xD hair's got really long...or was that cuz i was bending forward slightly to form my menacing, 'run before i eat you' pose...

can't believe my folks didn't even buy a pumpkin this year. i'm actually gutted...

I have a practice essay to write for english. for tomorrow. goody.
I've had 1/2 a cheese scone...a mars bar and a marshmallow today...i'm really quite hungry.

i really want to see paranormal activety...the first one...appaz the second one's a bit sort of does the same as the first but it's not as shocking cuz it's the sequel...and it has a different director and i'm always a bit doubtful about how good a film is if the original director doesn't want to stick with it...

OH. Cod Echo because that's what i had to write to publish my comment on jamie's blog :P really good story btw, if you have yet to check it out...yeah...make sure you do


skip the 1st's just an intro :/ such a catchy song :D!!


watch armstrong and miller last night?!?! so good xD i <3 alexander armstrong
i like the dancing... i need to learn that intro xD

omgosh, i watched some of elton john last night on the beeb :P he did this song which i just love :P

such a gorgeous song :D don't judge me!! i can just imagaine eloise's disapproving glare now xD

i also really like maggie may by rod there...

Peace and love
p.s boo

Saturday, 30 October 2010

Okay, seriously, is this a joke?!?!

People keep asking whether i've lost weight and quite clearly, i have not. i have gained weight. are people just saying this to PISS ME OFF?!?!?! grrrr

man i keep yawning. dang.

I hate walking home in the dark...and since the clocks go back tonight it'll be even darker soon...I always think that i'm going to get attacke or something. You know Rosemary Alley? *where the houses almost touch?* it's really dark and the steps are wet and i was scared that if someone wanted to they could push me down the steps or mug me and then i'd have broken legs and i'd have to call for help...

i'm a cheerful gal, ain't i??

i've barely seen anyone this holiday :( still...return to the land of nod come monday. and DAMN double pe first thing. i'm so lucky, aren't i? i hate pe so much...

hm...i mioght do a spinning class this sunday :) that honestly is a Mahoosive might's from 10am til 11am...and it £5.60...i've done a spinning class once before and i'm not gonna lie...i was completely cream crackered...and i'd have to walk there and back again :s

there's not much else in the way of classes running on a sunday...i could go swimming again...i dunno...i might not do anything...might be bogged down in h/w :/

hmm...i'm gonna stop thinking about exercise and go eat cake xD

Peace and love
p.s i had a bounty and orange juiceon break one and then a monte carlo wrap and rock road and apple juice on my second break.

Friday, 29 October 2010

You never say, 'hey' or remember my name...

and it's probably cuz you think you're cooler than me...

I've heard that song in a million and one shops and I reeeeeeeaaaaally like it at the mo :P I downloaded it last night and i've listened to it so many times xD i'm gonna get sick of it, ain't i?
It's Cooler Than Me by Mike Posner.


omgosh, i have got to stop drinking lipton ice tea...there's sooooo much fecking sugar in it!! there are 34.6grams in does that much even dissolve in 500ml?!?!?! jayze.

my tattoo's gone :( i knew it might not last forever but i had hurt loads and it took ages to do so there's no way i can be bothered to try it again...i shall wait til i'm 18 and get it done properly methinks..

I URGE you to write a mission statement. I've told Tommy and Jamie about this and i just thought that it would be a right laugh to compare them someday when we're old and grey...welll maybe not old and's about 30?!? :P

omgosh, Sean, the assistant manager at the café has been working there for as long as i've been alive :O oh my.

hm...oooh: today i had a cookie, a toffee crisp bar *omgosh-amazing!!* and a monte carlo wrap *that's peppers, onion, mozzerella cheese, mushrooms and sweetcorn-but i had mine without sweetcorn...i only like corn when it's on the cob...or popped...* and apple juice and an ice tea.

i don't know why i feel the need to tell you this...but i like you to know what i've eaten...i guess i'm just generous *halo glow*

my new bag for school ROCKS!! did i tel you that its front pocket has a key?!?! i just think that that is the coolest thing EVER!!! i like keys. some eejit left their car keys at the café today...oop. and two rather foolish ladies left their scarves behind. tut tut.

i wanna watch a movie. i feel like chilling. I need to wash my hair actually...i got work again tomorrow...QUIFF


Peace and love

Thursday, 28 October 2010

So gutted i didn't mention this yesterday :/

Yesterday was day 300 of our year and so today there are 57 days til CHRISTMAS...yaaaaaaaaayy!

i know, i know, it's never as big or amazing as the hype surrounding it but it's an excuse to listen to cheesey songs, watch cheesey movies and for some reason eat lots of cheese and crackers. and no one's allowed to judge. vair looking forward to that. uh huuuuuuuuuuuh

also...i put a plastic spider in my hair the other day and then really frightened myself when i caught sight of it in the mirrow since i'd forgotten about it...clever.

KVETCH<------real word.

adjective meaning, 'habitually complaining' likey simply cuz it doesn't sound like a real word.

i'm off to get music. i need it for my ear space.

then i need to do shopping *for katie!! it's her birthday 8th November* then i should take a look at the h/w i've been set...then i'll have a cry and ignore it a bit longer...then i'll possibly make a start before finishing my book..

aww, Rose Costelloe has finally ended it with her on again, off again bastard husband Ed and admitted her feelings for Theo Sheen *he's the one* but then they had a row and she told him to fuck right off for ever...and he sort of has...but there are about 50 pages left so my guess is that things will be just fine...

Peace and love

Wednesday, 27 October 2010


Actually, Yes :P Yes, swimming :P
I feel very positive that I actually made the choice to go swimming...I only decided this morning and I didn't go very far and it wasn't spectacular but it felt good to just GO. you know??

i just looked up A 100 Things to do Before You Die:

Here's the first twenty:
  1. Attend at least one major sporting event: the Super Bowl, the Olympics, the U.S. Open.
  2. Throw a huge party and invite every one of your friends.
  3. Swim with a dolphin.
  4. Skydive.
  5. Have your portrait painted.
  6. Learn to speak a foreign language and make sure you use it.
  7. Go skinny-dipping at midnight in the South of France.
  8. Watch the launch of the space shuttle.
  9. Spend a whole day eating junk food without feeling guilty.
  10. Be an extra in a film.
  11. Tell someone the story of your life, sparing no details.
  12. Make love on a forest floor.
  13. Make love on a train.
  14. Learn to rollerblade.
  15. Own a room with a view.
  16. Brew your own beer.
  17. Learn how to take a compliment.
  18. Buy a round-the-world air ticket and a rucksack, and run away.
  19. Grow a beard and leave it for at least a month.
  20. Give your mother a dozen red roses and tell her you love her.
i can't physically do 19 -_-' grrrrrr. five and eighteen and ten sounds do some others ;)

ACTUALLY: If i took hormones...then i could grow a beard...but frankly i don't think i'd enjoy that. I really want to do 14...but I'm not sure about 3 or 1...i'm not sure i'd enjoy those.

hmmm...It would be rather grand to do all that before you die though. A life lived.

Do you know what? some of these things are inspiring: Look At The Whole List

There must be loads of different lists across the internet but that's the firts one i found on google!

showering in a water fall sounds pretty cool...

I reckon i might write my own mission statement...

I'm in one of those moods, you know??? Where i could do...anything...I feel that I could do what i really wanted tonight and not regret it, even if i got it wrong. I won't! Of course I won't, i've more sense than that but the feeling remains the same...

omgosh you know how much i'd love to do this...

Peace and love
p.s remember, i love you

Tuesday, 26 October 2010

I was sort of bored a couple nights ago...

The boredom remark refers to my eight fantastic in a sleeping bag is in a sleeping bag... okay, i tell a lie, it was me discovering that you can unzip it from the bottom and therefore walk a sleeping bag...whilst looking a lil like a caterpilla. that was over a month ago now, gee how time flies.

I hate Halifax. I am 16. I can get married. I can have kids. I can leave school. And home. But i can't withdraw money from my own fecking bank account without my parents' signature. WHAAAAAAAAAA?!?!?! That is very frustrating and it really slowed me down this morning. grrrrr. I hate it when I can't just GO!!
aw, another grating issue. Do i honestly look 14??!?!? SERIOUSLY??!?! Me and summer weren't allowed to see Easy A because we didn't have photo ID. Fecking Feck them the fecking FECKERS. and Summer did end up having a good time anyway though....BUT MY POINT REMAINS: AGE RESTRICTIONS ARE STUPID. FEEEEEECCCCCCCCCCCKKK. >:[

We went to TKMaxx and Debenhams and all over really and we tried on a LOT of dresses :P There was one purple one which i might keep an eye on...but then again, i might not. I want something really unique :P
ahhahahah Summer!!! "It doesn't feel's all floppy..." mwa ha ha ha

omgosh, I quiffed my hair today :P AND despite the wind and rain it stayed quiffy :P good hairspray!! i'm telling you, it's all cuz of the hairspray!!

Watched Year One last night :D pretty good! i'd give it about 3*. I enjoyed it but it's not timeless or a of the funniest parts was in the outtakes...:/ Michael Cera is VERY cute in it and he gives a good performance...i'm not completely shallow! I love that line from Juno where Ellen Page's character describes Michael Cera's character...and how he likes orange tic-tacs...and when she kissed him, 'his mouth tasted all tangy and delicious' i love that line :)
I also watched Surf's Up the other night :P Really enjoyed that!! I'm a big fan of cartoon films and i thought the plot was sweet and Shia LeBeuf gave a great voice to Cody and it had a lovely happy ending and it's documentary style was really clever!

Bought a new bag today. It's for school!! I needed it!! I took my science book into town to check that it would be big enough...must have looked a lil strange but ah wells, eh?

It had to be done.

^^that sounds really ominous. ah wells. I'm off to have a toasted tea-cake. omgosh!! I had pizza today *YUMMY* gosh.

might buy some trackies...or might not...who knows?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

who does know??

yeah, i'm bored of me too.

Peace and love

Sunday, 24 October 2010

I forgot how much i love this song...

Cowgirl in the sand
It's originally by Neil Young but that is the City and Colour cover. I absolutely love it.

I went and did a tidbit of retail therapy this morning/early afternoon. I headed out with my folks for a wander down by the riverside at about 10.30 this morning and then i went to town and browsed around a million and one shops without an particular want or need in mind :) i like shopping when i don't have to shop. I ended up getting a tube of face mask *so as I can use it a bunch of's more environmetally + economically friendly that way...* and some 'tinted lip conditioner' basically lip balm with a fancy name :P it's in a shade claled Electro-peach which i just think sounds fantastic. ja? it tastes like vanilla and it has spf which is always nice. i got back about 2.20ish

after yesterday's rush i decided that today was kaytei-time so i read my book this morning...something by isabel wolff...i can't remember what it's called now :/ it's really good and i could give you a synopsis but i can't for the life of me think what's it's called...hang on, i'll check- rescuing rose. This is the first book i've read by's pretty good :P I woke up at 7 this morning *pissed off-planned to lie-in and ended up waking up earlier than school time!!* but i couldn't get back to sleep so i read my book...then i had breakfast and went out *as described above* then i had soup and fruit salad *i had a chocolate bat from hotel chocolat in town...mmmmmmm* and a lil waffle thing that ange bought...all cinnamon-ish and delicious then i painted raspberry mudd on my faaaaaaaaaaaaace and continued with my book dad made me laugh a i cracked the mask. argh xD really weird feeling, not being able to move your face...i can't see the attraction of botox...

ok, now onto another awesome song
Everybody Here Wants You by Jeff Buckley...i hadn't heard this one in a while either.

okay, something a lil more recent:
ChamPain by Cee Lo Green *who is too fantastic to verbalise...*

doesn't have a proper vid...sorry :/ but brilliant song nonetheless.

I <3 Paije Richardson *he's on x-factor..i know, i know...don't burn me xD* amazing voice...i wuite liked katie waissel who i caught last night...boop-eee-doo

Electro-peach...I'm just thinking of soft fruit in punky wigs xD

anyways, much the geek i am...i'm off to read some more of my book :P chilling...time to breathe :D

Peace and love

Saturday, 23 October 2010

just a quickie

don't start! you know i didn't mean that!!
anyhoo...i hate my head, it hurts liek hell...or so i'd imagine...

broke a tea cup at work and spilt the contents on a man's jacket. i cried. only a little but honestly, it's pathetic, how wimpy i am... picked up after that though, it went well :D people actually tipped me for the first time ever xD i got £2.20 whic is almost a 1/2 hour's worth for me!!"

had a toffee crisp bar...ebst thing ever..

^^please excuse crap spelling and grammar...i know...i's bad :/ gosh, why do i have no time? it's the holihday and i'm soooo fekcing busy. gonna lie-in tomorrow. no shops will be open until 11 anywaay so i'm not missing muhc,,,

caught matt cardle on x-factor, he's my fave. love him xD

oh gosh, i know i'm forgetting something. jamie, i think i had something to tell you but i hjaven't a clue now... :/

Peace and love

Friday, 22 October 2010

I heard a buzzing from my bag...

My mobile's on vibrate for work so as it doesn't interrupt anything and I got two texts I checked them when i got home *busy but awesome lunchtime*
One from 'Steve' and one from Simon.

I say,' Steve' as I highly doubt he wrote this xD
okay this is what the text says:
Hey babe how about later i have a go on thoe big ol tities. bring the toys i saw in ur room. Btw i hav erectile dysfunction and a really small dick. Hope u dont mind. infact please have my child. Lots and lost of love steve
marry me please i hav issues i need sorting and by that i mean aids i perv on u at night

wow. so yeah, that wasn't steve xD boys are odd...

and Simon asked:
Is jamie gd in bed?

Seeing as neither text me that often and they both came on the same day I thought they might be a joke on each other but then...Simon's came a couple hours later and he's actually asked me that before so I'm thinking that probably was Simon :s I don't know who Steve would have been hanging out with on his lunch break... xD

Needless to say, but i will anyways, I replied to neither. -_-'


Today was my last day and i'm actually really sad that it's over but Sheila says that she'll email me an invite for a coffee at christmas :D that will be very nice, indeed :P I'm going to miss her.

I'd rather work there everyday than do school to be honest. I thought after the success of my first day, 'gosh, will i be tired of this after fiev days?' but i'm not at all because every day is different. There are routines but something new always crops up. I'm not saying that every second of the day was tremendously exciting but I had a truly wonderful time and I met some of the most inspiring people I've ever had the pleasure to come across. If everybody gave as much time and effort, without a hint of resentment, to the people they come into contact with throughout their working days, as Sheila and all of the other staff I've worked with do then the world would be so much happier. That's what she always told me though, her job is to keep people happy. It's not a glamorous job but it's rewarding and she told me that if she can make just one person's day a little better then her job each day has been worth while. Isn't that lovely? to the machine tomorrow...:P Should be good! 10-6 so I can have a lie-in :D

Peace and love