I'll take everything good about life and find a way to destroy it before a smile even graces my lips. I'll shout at poeple i love because I've had enough of shouting in the mirror. I'll draw lines of mascara down my face where i'm too afraid to run a knife. I'll walk away when you have open arms waiting for me. I'll turn my back whilst you bleed for my sins. That's just who i am.
*right, time for some sanity*
I'm in dire need of getting a grip here. Nothing's broken...things may be twisted but in time they'll warp back into place. the lyrics, "oops i did it again" come to mind...i always seem to do this and tbh, I'm so tired of the stupid things I do and say. i wish I could fast forward and just get away from the breaking torrents of my hormones. I've told you to only listent to half the crud i say and right now that sentiment is so apt seeing as my mood's swinging like a pendulum at the moment.
We could be so good together...maybe you'll see that someday but who knows?
Peace and love