Yet another addition to the list of things which Kate ain't great at!!! :o
I wanted to try something new but the main reason was because I have a fear of heights and from experience, I've found that the best way of overcoming something like that is to look the fear in its eye and say, "F**k off!"
I'm still not great with water but when I was pertrified of that, I jumped off of the top board at the spectrum and now I can face it. I choose to stay away from water for the most part but if ever I need to come into contact with it; I'm alright :D
So, today, when climbing on the easiest wall and I lost my footing, being the foolish fool I am; I shreiked, "Oh mmmmyyyyyyy gooooooooodddddddddddddddd!" in absolute terror. When I got to the bottom, I was shaking so badly, I honestly thought I was gonna just fall over there and then. And then later on, I couldn't get to the top cuz my arms were giving me grief, so I came down and almost cried. I know it was stupid but I had one of those moments when hormones and adrenalin just take over and I thought of all the things I can't do & I got all teary but forced myself to quit acting like an eejit and get a grip! Thank you so much hattie!! you were amazing support and i can't believe how patient you were with me! i'm lucky to have friends like you :D
Anyway, it was difficult and nerve wracking but still a great experience and I'm looking forward to next week! and mr. kelly was taking us and you all know I'm kinda fond of him :) DON'T FANCY HIM THOUGH! grrrrrrr >:[
oh and for everyone that keeps going on about tommy and I? pleeeeeeeaaaaaaaase just give it a rest!i like him and he likes me but as nothing more than friends. have you really got nothing better to do at lunch than torment poor tommy???
Peace and love