i know *hope* things will be ok but something awful's happened and there's actually not an thing i can do. i could lose someone that means more than the world to me. I don't think i could do this without her. i don't know if i believe in a god but please, if by any chance there's someone up there. help. she needs it. please.
The doctors are great though, they can pump her stomach and fix her but she did this to herself and i don't get it. she's been depressed for well over a year but a thought she was ok recently, we laughed about stupid crap like epic wolves but something's pushed her over the edge and i don't know what.
Peace and love