Monday, 10 August 2009

Help me to forget

I can forgive and forgive and forgive and though you won't stop and I hate you for this, I love you and I forgive you but I can't forget.
The shouts and the screams. The tears. Those words. How can so much hurt come from just words?
I forgive but I can't forget.
I'll be your carer and I'll make sure you do nothing stupid but it hurts. At 2am when you're screaming. With a knife in your hand and pills on the counter.
I forgive but I can't forget.

Lord, if you're really real, please help me to forget.

Peace and love

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