Ah, I guess i knew it really, but you can't stop a girl from hoping.
Guess I'm gonna be stuck here forever. Doesn't matter. Just don't look, stop bothering and making me care about all this. That's really not fair, you know? but fine. whatever. there's no use getting upset, no one cares anyway. But fine. It doesn't matter. Nothing does.
Lets all just live passively and watch oppurtunities flit past us because we're all too afraid to creep out from our horrid hidey-holes. Yep, that sounds about right. What a fanciful philosophy.
I'm way too pissed off to explain this right now. but does anyone remember what happened around about this time last year? He always does this.
Peace and love