I reckon i'll be in school tomorrow. I'm not perfect but i wasn't to begin with so i guess i can survive school. Besides, I really can't stand another day of sitting around the house doing nothing. i'm not kidding, i'm so fracking bored. I've read 1 1/2 books in two days because i have nothing else to do. I haven't washed my hair since Thursday *which is when my mum washed it for me anyway* because i've been too tired. whenever i'm not moving from lesson to lesson i'll be sitting down and resting. I am so tired.
I went to the doctor on Friday and all they could say is that i might *FREAKING MIGHT!!!* have a viral infection but they can't really say for sure, all they told me to do was rest and drink water and eat simple food like bread, cereal and pasta. and they gave me some ibuprofen gel to rub on my back.
I haven't taken any pain killers today so far and none yesterday, after the first couple of days, i was completely dosed up and it's just not healthy to be dependent on pills so i'm trying real hard to go without. i'm a lot less dizzy than i've been anyways so i don't need em too much* my appetite's quite a bit better too :) over the first two days i barely scraped 1000 calories...which is about a quarter of what i should have had for two days....:(
anyways, enough moaning and moping and feeling bad for myself, i can't wait to see you again, i expect hugs from EVERYONE, i've really missed you, i've been fecking lonely at home!!!
Peace and love
xxxx
love you <3 xxxxxxx
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