Fuck, I'm bored. There's things i need to do but i really don't want to. i wish this year was already over, i really can't stand college. I don't want to got to uni. all i want to do is paint. i wanna drop out and give up sleeping and just freaking paint all the time. but i can't and i never will and i'll never end up moving away or doing what i want in life. this whole thing is so freaking dull, each day's just another shade of grey and i'm sick of it.
Peace and love