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I have written 4 essays in the past 3 days...if i have to write another tomorrow i will cry. i know i have to do one on thursday.... :/ first period :s
anyways, got my one of my history mocks out of the way today, if it's a pile of shite then that's a shame but at least it's done...i mean, obviously i hope it's not but i can't change it now :s
so, i still have lit and italian to do today...:'(

Summer, just listened to that song....maow :( you know, i still have ginger snaps and easter remnants if you fancy a girly dmc sometime? :P

anyways, should probably so all the work i'm always complaining about doing....

ooh, guess what i just realised, next tuesday i'm writing 3 essays in one day and getting my monthly *fuckyoubitch* :D yay for me

Peace and love
xxxx

All you have to do is breathe. Everything else is optional.

Useful history site

http://www.sparknotes.com/history/european/1871/section3.rhtml

i dunno about anyone else but i find the textbooks really hard to follow and this site has some helpful summaries on things...there's some irrelevant things because it's european history but it shows how italy and germany crossover which i'm finding pretty helpful....so yeah :P

have fun revising!

Peace and love
xxxx
p.s surprise essays aren't fun.

Currently installing McAfee

I feel guilty for cheating on Norton.

BUT my 60 day free trial with Norton runs out tomorrow so this is pretty important, I don't want my lovely laptop getting ill *dang I love it so much!!* the webcam and mic are awesome and it's purple and it has intelcore-i 5....and 6gb ram :D *love*

Language revision session was pretty handy today although i was very nearly falling asleep, not boredom at all, i was just completely knackered.

Also, Italian is happening next thursday so I have a week to learn it...lil less scared now :P

mcafee is installed and norton in deleted...dude, i'm a pro at this...totally didn't take me 20 minutes to find the product key or anything.

thou shalt not drink from the waterbottle of thine friend. :(

I want to BE Dira Von Teese

that is all.

Peace and love

xxxx

Fulfilling The Female Stereotype

:D

Really starting to worry about Italian now :s maow.

eggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh

<3 jenna marbles so much :D she is awesome!!
also, in jjb sport Shake weight is £25, online less than a tenner!! no wonder there's highstreet deckine when they just wanna rip everyone off!! gargh.
actually quite tempted to get one...also looked at strobe lights....and pasta makers....procrastination....oops.

Peace and love
xxxx

Let's Avoid Work Together :D

To be honest, I think i do deserve a lil break :P i had work at the café from 9-6 and on my breaks i did history revision. HARDCORE.

So, tonight I have to do some history, probably should do some italian and some english lit wouldn't go amiss either...but How much do I feel like doing this? *grumbligruntersnortlefaffan*

Lying calmly in a road as headlights grow before me...I've never felt so alive as I do tonight.

can't avoid work forever...unfortunately.

I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done and wake up to your face against the morning sun

Peace and love
xxxx

Okay, sorry about yesterday :s

After logging off yesterday I ended up finishing a book for English Lit. doing a lil revision and organising 3 1/2 months worth of notes into their respective folders :D I always feel better once I've done something productive/helpful/anythingthatisn'tatotalwasteoftime but it takes forever to get around to :s

Woke up, had breakfast, washed hair/bathed, doused myself in moisturiser-perfume-pretty stuff, got dressed, went out for a lil bit, bought a pair of BLUE SUEDE SHOES, came home and did some hard core history revision. Found a useful website which summarises the different topics of Crown and Authority section of history exam:http://www.feltonfleet.co.uk/departments/history/historynotes.html

i looked at the foreign policy parts, the four thomas's, the dissolution of the monasteries....stuff like that, anyways, Tommy, Rupert, thought you might find this useful, if not, you only wasted a click of mouse, eh? :)

I am feeling positive.

Peace and love
xxxx

We sure are cute for two ugly people

Fuck, I'm bored. There's things i need to do but i really don't want to. i wish this year was already over, i really can't stand college. I don't want to got to uni. all i want to do is paint. i wanna drop out and give up sleeping and just freaking paint all the time. but i can't and i never will and i'll never end up moving away or doing what i want in life. this whole thing is so freaking dull, each day's just another shade of grey and i'm sick of it.

Peace and love
xxxx

Just made a youtube vid for the first time in ages :D

Peace and love
xxxx

I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else

Ah, it's been a long time since watching Juno :P I really like the soundtrack, so many sweet songs that just get overloooked...ah wells...
I feel like chilling and watching girly films...

Got up at half 7 cuz i thought there was a history revision sesh today but it's tomorrow GARGH, at least i haven't missed it though. my eyes ache with tirednessnitudeifulity...'n' ting.

watched a good movie the other night: The Gentlemen Broncos

You kinda have to see it to understand it but basically, this guy has his story stolen by his idol and there are snippets of the story all the way through....random AS but i love it :P

Peace and love
xxxx

Happy Easter...sorta

Bit late but it's still the Easter Bank Holiday...so there :)

Had an easter egg hunt yesterday with adam and his family cus WE'RE JUST WAY TOO FREAKING AWESOME.

deal with.

neglecting revision faw teh wyn

where was my fault in loving you with my whole heart? <3

sometimes i miss where i used to be, but holding onto a past that never really existed isn't the wisest idea...and honestly, this could be better than that ever really was...thoughts.jpg
rubbing eyeliner off the sofa so that mom won't stop me sleeping on the sofa...falling asleep in front of the telly is one of my favourite things...ange has a collection of photos of me from christmas where i've fallen asleep in my sofa spot every night :D always curled up and tiny and painfully ungraceful....:D

I'm in love:



i really wanna get that album...she's incredible and she's 15!!

my hair is soggy and smells of various fruits...there's no way it'll still be black for school though :/ i've only washed it 3 times and most of the colour's gone, it's sposed to last 24 washes...ah wells, i looked kickass for steel panther and that's what counts :D

had a cream egg for breakfast...win.

Peace and love
xxxx

I wish i had something deep and poetic to say

but i can't think of anything so i'll give you honesty instead....i'm really tired.

Peace and love
xxxx